lapar tahap marah

the secret kiss

a quiet smile,

soft speaking voices

flashes of light and colour

sparkle in their eyes

empty chatter at an odd hour

and then…

a moment of courage

a sweet intent

a kiss

dead silence

she closes her eyes and counts to ten

red cheeks as she opens them

they both smile

she wakes up from her sweet dream

tenderly stroking her right cheek

she closes her eyes and counts to ten

red cheeks as she opens them

she knew the kiss was secret

and it was hers to keep.

In my night sky, you are the moon; the light that shines on my way back home.

Everyone else are just stars; insignificant and absent on most nights.

you are my everything

one year older

Mama: Fatin, Happy Birthday. Lupa pulak *senyum besar*

Me: Thank you *salam and cium pipi*

Mama: Nak kasut roda kan?

Me: BOLEH KE? *lompat excited*

Mama: Abah kata mengarut...

Me: Kenapa?!

Abah: Nak buat apa dengan kasut roda tu?

Me: Boleh buat kaki i kuat! Kaki i dah la besar...

Abah: Alah, sekarang pun malas.

Mama: Tak pe, Mama tak bagi kasut roda. Mama bagi kuda kat Fatin (kuda yang di maksudkan disini adalah mesin senam iGallop yang baru sampai rumah Ahad lepas)

love earth

You must love the crust of the earth on which you dwell more than the sweet crust of any bread or cake. You must be able to extract nutriment out of a sand-heap. You must have so good an appetite as this, else you will live in vain.

Henry David Thoreau

Happy Earth Day

its my way, or the highway, baby!

I made spaghetti bologna yesterday for lunch and made the HUGE mistake of telling my chef-friend Diniy who quickly told me that the way I did it was "tak best tak best!" He then took the liberty to give me his recipe. Apparently its good enough to give you orgasms ;) This is a Ragu sauce people. So, Prep time MAY TAKE 10 minutes, but cooking it will take your entire life. heheheheh.

Prep time: 10 minutes (according to Diniy who can chop super fast so jangan percaya)

Cooking time: 2 hours at least

Serves: 5 to 6

 Ingredients:

360 grams finely chopped onions

180grams finely chopped celery

180 grams finely chopped carrots

1 finely slice of whole garlic clove

453 grams of minced lean beef.

beef bacon 130grams finely chopped

400 grams of canned or peeled tomatoes and 200 grams of tomato paste

or

500 fresh tomato puree and 200 grams tomato paste

400 grams of beef stock (apparently I’m supposed to make my own...tsk)

250 ml of milk

Steps:

1.       Firstly, heat up the pan. Once heated, add oil, then add butter

2.       Then add the onion, celery and carrots. Sweat it (which is cooking but you don’t burn it...right Diniy?)

3.        Add the garlic. Before it starts to brown, add the beef and the chopped beef bacon

4.        Stir constantly till the beef is brown (about 20 minutes)

5.       Add in tomato paste and stir constantly for about 5 minutes.

6.       Add the milk and let it simmer. Stir constantly till the milk is absorbed

7.       Add in the tomatoes—tomato puree + canned tomatoes/peeled tomatoes

8.        Bring to gentle simmer, and cook for about...2 HOURS! (!!!!!!!!) Stir occasionally.

Okay, phew, that's it :) happy trying!!!

what it feels like for a girl

short and sweet. the song says it all

The Song Across The Wires

I'm a picture without a frame.
A poem without a rhyme.
A car with three wheels.
A sun without fire.
I am a gun without bullets.
I am the truth without someone to hear it.
I am a feeling without someone to feel it.
This is who I am.
A mess without you.
Something beautiful with you.


-I Wrote This For You-

thank you

for believing in me,
and for telling me I can when the only thing I have in mind is "I cannot".

you are a gem.

makanmakanmakan

D'Cengkih, Taman Tun (same row as Ismail Restaurant)

Try, people, and make your own judgments :)

i will make you miss me dearly

because its unfair for me to be the only one left feeling empty

writer's block

the truth is this:

I have so many words running through my mind all day, I have so much to say.
My problem is, I have no idea where to start.

I have at least two poems stuck somewhere in my mental capacity, but i can't seem to exudate them and put them on paper.

p/s: I'm in love with my new layout

song for a friend

Well you're magic he said
But don't let it all go to your head
Well I bet if you all had it all figured out
Then you'd never get out of bed
No doubt
All the thing's that I've read what he wrote me
Is now sounding like the man I was hoping
To be
Keep on keeping it real
Cause it keeps getting easier indeed
He's the reason that I'm laughing
Even if there's no one else
He said, you've got to love yourself


You say, you shouldn't mumble when you speak
But keep your tongue up in your cheek
And if you stumble on to
You better remember that it's humble that you seek
You got all the skill you need,
Individuality
You got something
Call it gumption
Call it anything you want
Because when you play the fool now
You're only fooling everyone else
You're learning to love yourself


Yes you are


There's no price to pay
When you give and what you take,
That's why it's easy to thank you
You...


Let's say take a break from the day
And get back to the old garage
Because life's too short anyway
But at least it's better then average
As long as you got me
And I got you
You know we'll got a lot to go around
I'll be your friend
Your other brother
Another love to come and comfort you
And I'll keep reminding
If it's the only thing I ever do
I will always love
I will always love you
Yes you
I will always, always, always, always love
I will always, always love
I will always, always love, love


Climb up over the top.
Survey the state of the soul.
You've got to find out for yourself whether or not you're truly trying.
Why not give it a shot?
Shake it. Take control and inevitably wind up
Find out for yourself all the strengths you have inside of you.

ni semua salah para

this series is beyond romantic. *sigh*

ladies, and, ladies!!!!!

The sweetest, most charming little fashionista, Evita Nuh is FINALLY having a giveaway!!!!!
Check out her blog to see what she's giving away here.


Some of the things she's giving away are the cutest--seriously.
But HURRY cuz the closing date is the 17th!


Good luck girls!

do me a favour

and stop trying to fix me.

i'm not broken.

i knew i wouldn't forget you and so i went and let you blow my mind.your sweet moon beam the smell of you in every single dream i dream i knew when we collided you're the one i have decided who's one of my kind. the way you can cut a rug watching you's the only drug i need so gangster i'm so thug you're the only one i'm dreaming of. you see i can be myself now finally in fact there's nothing i can't be i want the world to see you be 
with me. 

just close your eyes and sleep tight.
i promise you tomorrow everything will be alright.

they broke both my wings..

now i can no longer fly

my heart misses you so very badly, its not even funny anymore.