Wednesday, December 30, 2009

saya janji dengan Dib nak blog tentang apa yang buat saya senyum tiap-tiap hari

1. senyuman pertama pagi ini, penyebabnya adalah blog ini, entry yang bertajuk "Stoner"

2. serta blog ini.
3. fred buat muka baalifbaya
4. lalu sebelah ninja assassin
5. Nadal buat lawak
6. Wanie jalan excited extra
7. Abang kacak sembang panjang kat gym :)
8. Yen tak leh nak stop melatah
9. Alya ngan Ajie panggil I "teacher's pet"
10. Zul

I nak satu, I dapat sepuluh.
Banyak lagi sebenarnya Dib. Nak ingat semua memang tak dapat.


rangkul pinggangku dan biarkan ku

tenggelam dalam pelukan kasih-sayang Mu.
aku sentiasa memerlukan dakapan Mu
yang menyelubungi diriku dengan ketenangan.

aku cuba untuk selalu kembali kepada Mu
dan aku tahu Kau kasihi aku sebagai mana Kau kasihi semua umatMu.

aku cuma minta agar hatiku Kau tabahkan,
niatku Kau sucikan.
aku cuma minta supaya Kau selalu disisi.

aku tahu, Kau takkan pernah hampakan diriku.
hanya aku shaaja yang selalu leka dan lupa.
dan di saat itu, Kau dakap lah aku lebih rapat
agar aku ingat semula...

Good times for a change
See, the luck I've had
Can make a good man
Turn bad

So please please please
Let me, let me, let me
Let me get what I want
This time

Haven't had a dream in a long time
See, the life I've had
Can make a good man bad

So for once in my life
Let me get what I want
Lord knows, it would be the first time
Lord knows, it would be the first time

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

thought 4 (update on thought 3):

after today's experience at the ball game, i've found that noise is most definitely necessary when playing sports.
no doubt about it

half the world has probably already seen this

but i just HAD to share this:

Monday, December 28, 2009


Abah : Ada satu budak ni kan, cuti sekolah dia balik kampung. Pastu dia nak pegi memancing. Atok dia suruh dia cari cacing buat umpan. dia pun korek la tanah, cari cacing. Bila dia jumpa cacing, cacing tu lembik. Dia pun tanya la tok dis, "Atok, cacing ni kena masuk lubang ke keluar?" Atok dia cakap, "Keluar lah..". Dia pun dapat satu idea. Dia masuk rumah pastu bila keluar, dia bawak spray rambut. dia spray cacing tu, pastu bila cacing tu keras, dia pun tarik keluar cacing tu. Atok dia sengih je. Esok tu, kakak dia marah-marah tanya siapa ambik spray rambut. Bila cari-cari, jumpa dalam bilik nenek dis. Kakak budak tu pun cakap la, "oh, nenek guna spray rambut eh?" Pastu nenek dia cakap, "Tak de lah. Atok kau yang guna"

simultaneous laughter

Jehan: mesti masa atok dia tengok dia spray cacing tu, atok dia macam "TING!" dalam kepala.

semua orang belum berhenti gelak

Kamil: Budak tu dengan kakak dia tu siapa Abah?

Abah: Siapa-saiap je lah....

Jehan: Kata lah Mel belum faham

Me: Mphh...kalau dia belum faham, jangan contaminate dia la wei...

Kamil: oh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Atok dia guna untuk spray dia punya TU eh?!

Abah: Apa la Kamil ni. Kamil lagi lucu daripada cerita tu

Monday, December 21, 2009

thought 3:

is noise really necessary when playing sports?

not anymore

Fatin, if Fred nak balik kat you, you nak tak?

Tak nak.... If you asked me the same question a month ago, i probably would've said yes. But things are different now.

I found happiness from within myself.

I clearly never knew you, but...

you've always seemed to me like an extremely happy person; someone who makes everybody else smile. It's sad to hear you're gone.

Rest in Peace

all this talk about being with someone for the long haul is making me dizzy...

thinking about marriage kinda scares me now.

there are far too many things to consider before you devote your life to one person.

Will he really love me and stay faithful for the rest of his life? Will he be able to provide for me? Will he choose to resort to violence when things get tough? Will he be able to guide me? Will he stifle me and choose never to let me work or have friends once we're married? Will he be able to give me support when I'm down and out? Will he have the ability to hold a proper conversation with me for the years to come?

God knows, the questions that run through my mind right now are endless.

But really, will I ever come to a point in my life when I find someone with whom I can spend my life? I mean, I don't wanna end up marrying someone who doesn't know what to say to me when he gets back from work, or worse, doesn't work and expects me to be the bread-winner. I don't want to marry a person who tells me I can't go to work because I love working and it's something I want to do. I don't want to be with a person who wouldn't support me or someone who would leave me hanging when things get bad.

Maybe I REALLY shouldn't consider marriage AT ALL.
Senang, kan?

Saturday, December 19, 2009

thought 2:

I'm a creative soul...aren't I?

Why is it that rejection makes us doubt ourselves and make us feel like we're not good enough?

how much smarter will they get?

Johnson; Age: 2+

John: Knife!

Me: yes, Johnson. Knife. Don't touch.

John: Cannot touch! If touch then cut my hand ah!

Me: clever boy. Don't play with the knife okay?

John: Knife to cut onions! Bad people take knife and CUT people!

Me: YES! Knife to cut onions. Good boy.

John: Police catch bad people when bad people cut people ah?

Me: yes. Are you a bad person or a good person?

John: Johnson good boy.

Me: can good boys play with knives?

John: No..

Me: Can good boys cut people?

John: No.

Me: Can good boys cut onions?

John: Yes!!!

thought 1:

I'm really glad you've found someone who makes you happy.

I know sometimes it doesn't seem that way but it's the truth.
I'm happy for you.
I'm just finding it upsetting that I have to lose another friend over lovers.

You're one of the few people with whom I can easily express myself and now I can't talk to you anymore.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

i have a million things in my head...
countless words that need to be spoken.
but my lips can't seem to part,
and my mouth has suddenly lost it's ability to utter.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

that's where you're wrong

see, what i saw is not a chance for them to shake HER faith.

what i saw was a chance for her to shake theirs.

i know you think i'm twisted and faithless--but you're wrong.
i just think in a way that's different from yours.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

how come your grass is greener than mine?


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