P.U.S.H= Pray Until Something Happens

Allah answers Prayers in 3 Ways: 



1. He says YES and gives you what you want


2. He says NO and gives you something BETTER 


3. He says WAIT and gives you the BEST in His own time.

IIUM Theatre Week (2nd August - 6th August 2010)

A general invitation to everyone out there to our event that's coming up week after next. Here are the details:

• 2nd August: Opening ceremony and 1 theater performance (Hikayat Cari Jodoh)
• 3rd August: 1 theater performance (Hikayat Cari Jodoh)
• 4th August: 2 theater performances (English)
• 5th August: 2 theater performances (English)
• 6th August: Closing ceremony and Prize Giving ceremony

Ticket prices: 5MYR (1 night)  8MYR (2 nights)


p/s: Credits to Asna Ashraff for the banner :) Job well done

A Word is Dead

A word is dead

When it is said,

Some say.

I say it just

Begins to live

That day.

Emily Dick

bapak saya handsome katanya...

Abah: eh...cerita The Killers tu best jugak kan?

Me: Ha'ah. Abah tengok kat mana?

Abah: Ada haritu Danial bagi.

Me: Ashton Kutcher handsome kan dalam tu?

Abah: Hmmm...Macam muka abah masa muda-muda dulu.




Damn...

I really just need today to be good

Friday, please be kind to me.
Please, God, don't let everything fall apart now.

if someone had told me back then that being a doctor was THAT easy, I'd have opened my clinic and earned my millions by now

Last Monday, I was hit by a fan while trying to hang up a curtain (dumb move not switching it off, I know) and although I was only scratched with no excessively large wounds or overflowing blood, I still found it worrisome that some parts of my hand turned blue almost instantly. But since the wound didn't look too bad, I made myself bear with the pain till the next day.

The next morning, I went to the university clinic to check up on my hand as I was still in pain and certain parts of my hand was still blue. Of course, I didn't expect them to tell me it was really bad and that I needed a surgery or anything. But I did expect the doctor to at least look at it for more than two seconds. I found myself disappointed. When I showed my wound to the doc, he took my hand, glanced at it and threw it down onto the table saying "sikit je" and then wrote down a prescription for ponstans.

See, if someone mentioned that all it takes to be a doctor is having the ability and skill to write prescriptions for pain killers, I'd have been a doctor instead of studying linguistics *rolls eyes*.

Service above self, people. I'm paying for yours.

I'm looking forward to school!!?!

I'm not one to favor UIA much, but as of right now, I can't wait for several reasons:

1. I miss my girls, Wanie, Nadal, and Hazeman (yes, he's a girl) and I'm SO looking forward to seeing them :)

my favourite girls :)

2. I've been eating waaaaaayyy too much and have been slacking off when it comes to keeping myself fit and have therefore gained yet another 2 kilos. Hopefully, when i get back to college, I can start working out and help my fitness some by walking to class and eating less (or at least making healthier choices in what I put on my plate)

3. I want to have my Arab paper re-checked. Nothing to lose here, right?

4. Having failed a paper, I'm kinda psyched about getting back on the saddle and studying my ass off this time around. Lets pray I don't get distracted. And if I do, I officially allow anybody who knows me well enough to give me a tight slap across my face (you better check yourself cuz if I don't regard you as a close friend and you slap me, I promise you I'll rearrange your face).

5. They renovated my mahallah which means, new furniture for me!!!! YAY!!!! hehehe

6. I just want to speed up the graduation process right now, seriously.

So, UIA, be kind to me this time around, yeah? pleaseandthankyou. And to all my UIA peeps, I'll see y'all soon!!!!! :)

I used to be scared of getting old

I worried about the changes I'd live through and not being able to accept them.
I worried about the world not making any sense to me.
But now, I look forward to it.
It would be fun, i think :)
Who knows, maybe I'll do something funny like leaving the house without my teeth. Heheh.

selagi boleh menyumbang

My sister who's currently working in one of the Big 4s of accounting firms has a colleague who plays 4 different sports for the company. When my sister commented that he's "gila kuasa" for is excessive participation, he said "Eh, mestilah! Selagi boleh menyumbang!"

I found myself thinking, "huh...if only every employee thinks this way." What's so refreshing about what he said is that this guy, is not worrying about what the company can do for him. He's thinking about what HE can do for the company, which is rare. I have witnessed so many mistakes made by employees simply because they think their jobs aren't worthy and that the company is not doing enough for them.

You see, we are often so selfish in life that we tend to forget that "giving = getting". All we keep thinking about is "ME". We don't realize that if we work well, we get more. If we perform and uphold the good name of our employers, we gain respect and possibly a bonus too. No. What we do, is complain about how tiring our jobs are and how the pay is never enough. Well...think about this: maybe your pay isn't enough because you're not doing enough.

So, ladies and gentlemen, selagi boleh menyumbang, why not? Right?

i'm sorry

for disappointing you,
for not doing my best,
for not being all that I can be.

I'm sorry for failing you.

But most of all, I'm just sorry I failed myself.

there's magic in the night air

that lifts up the walls we build in the day and turn them into bridges,
that allows us to unveil our most secret hearts and speak truth to complete strangers,
that gives us the chance to be somebody we have always wished to be; somebody we are not,
that takes us to a place of fantasies...

and when the dawn breaks, and pink and purple hues colour the sky,
we ultimately mask ourselves once again, to be the people others determined we should be...

until the sky turns red and orange,
and night falls again.