because she would ask me why I LOVEd her

If questioning would make us wise,
No eyes would ever gaze in eyes;
If all our tale were told in speech
No mouths would wander each to each.
Were spirits free from mortal mesh
And love not bound by hearts of flesh
No aching breasts would yearn to meet
And find their ecstasy complete.
For who is there that lives and knows
The secret powers by which he grows?
Were knowledge all, what were our need
To thrill and faint and sweetly bleed?
Then seek not sweet, the "if" and "why".
I love you now until I die.
For I must love because I live
And life in me is what you give.

-Christopher Brennan-

sky high

tell me the secrets of the stars,

whisper them into my ears.

teach me how to catch the moon,

to keep it mine for years.

show me i can reach the sky,

that I can fly as high.

share my secret rendezvous,

in clouds white and sky blue.

swim across the ocean with me,

from one end to the other.

we'll travel cross earth and sea,

oh! the lands that we shall conquer.

gadoh

dengan mak, abah sendiri.

bodoh...

anak derhaka.

nasib je kau tak kena langgar lori tadi.

nasib je kau hidup lagi.

pms: sesuatu yang membuatkan aku meletakkan perkataan "itch" selepas huruf "b"

sorry mama

sorry abah

new love

"hey baby, where you at?" he said.

"just arrived. trip took two hours more than planned," she said.

"oh, dear...you must be beat," he said.

"i am...tired as hell,"she said.

"you should rest then," he said.

"but i want to talk..." she said.

"we can always talk later," he said.

"yeah..." she said.

"we can talk in our dreams," he said.

"i know we will," she said.

"you rest, okay?" he said.

"okay sweetie" she said.

"i'll see you soon," he said.

"yup, in dreamland," she said.

"you take care dear," he said.

"you take care too," she said.

"i love you," they said.

dream dream dream

When I want you in my arms,
When I want you and all your charms
Whenever I want you, all I have to do, is
Dream, dream dream dream

When I feel blue in the night,
And I need you to hold me tight
Whenever I want you, all I have to do, is
Dream, dream dream dream

I can make you mine, taste your lips of wine,
Any time, night or day
Only trouble is, gee wiz,
I’m dreamin’ my life away

I need you so that I could die,
I love you so, and that is why
Whenever I want you, all I have to do, is
Dream, dream dream dream, dream

I can make you mine, taste your lips of wine,
Any time, night or day
Only trouble is, gee wiz, i
’m dreamin’ my life away

I need you so that I could die,
I love you so, and that is why
Whenever I want you, all I have to do, is
Dream, dream dream dream

stranger

i want you...

in my arms,

where i can hold you,

in my eyes,

where i can see you,

in my mind,

where i can remember you,

and in my heart,

where i can always know you.

HAAAAPPPPPPYYYYYY BBIIIIRRRRTTTTHHHHHDDDAAAAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

ABAH

AND

KAK NA!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hope Allah grants your wishes and may both of you live a life full of love and happiness.

nothing comes free

I wanted to join Biggest Loser Club online. Ingatkan free. As in just something online you check on every few days to see what you should eat and what kind of exercises you should do. Rupa-rupanya, ya tuhan...20 USDs a month?!!!!! Okay la, much less than joining a gym I guess.

My uncle lost 10 kilos in a month. The price? Eating rolled oats and nothing else three times a day.

Sanggup?

That seems too pricey for me. I don't know if I can sacrifice all that good food!!!

Yeah, Raja, you can TOTALLY stop being my friend if I bring rolled oats in a tupperware when I go out with you guys.

:'(

i'd do anything to just feel better

lethargy

Rouse me from my deep dead sleep,

Awaken my sleepy senses,

Wake me so that I may weep,

These tears I've kept so long.

Raise my body to the sunlight,

And wake me from my slumber,

Revive my soul so I may fight,

The fight I almost lost.

Shake me up and wake me,

Wake me with your kiss,

Wake me so I may laugh again,

So I may feel joy and bliss.

Wake me up so I may live again.

Wake me up so I may love again.